Of course I updated after how many months hashahhahaha its so me. but anyway, before i go reminiscing my confused year of PKP and before I put a dot to that relationship story, I have to stated we broke up after 5 years and 8 months together, saying that I'm not beriya anymore so yeah.

Anyway, i definitely forgot what to share about PKP like ??? what to tell there... I got back home Tawau after 12 days pkp started (18/3/2020) and we were forced to grad uncoolly and just online... May I say mehhhh sad i couldnt even get to experience internship in an office setting but then what to do right

and there I go, jobless after grad like where to work and where to start... Apr 2021 I landed my first job as tuition teacher with the shittiest boss I ever got and an opportunist one like time PKP even she's earning as usual, but she went and cut off people's salary like pkp hit us so hard.. F her sumpah and she hated me i just knew... benda tuition so we chill right, and i may say i control my class at best, no student buat hal as much in my class but to her eyes im not that a good teacher and so i quit after 6 monts... yang buat bertahan is when my mom on rage bila pkp ketat balik, disuruh datang kerja and she doesnt wanna handle the hassle so she asked me to wfh so yeah

yang lucu in one of her lectures to me she said "i know when someone rapat dgn their parents and its a good thing but kalau boleh janganlah sampai everything yang hal kerja pun cerita sama dorang" and I'm like? uhmmmmmm that'll be my decision? awknye tak rapat dgn your fam to luah anything, thats you lah, i just meluah jeee bukan I minta my parents handle our work problem for me lmao 

but yeah, then after quitting there, quite lama juga lah jobless but I took the opportunity to jual bundle sbb i was so into sweatshirt like with "premium" ridiculous price but then at first i just selling online but then adults in my house kinda pissed me off saying im too jobless, so being petty i started post sweatshirts to me to sell it just to not be said jobless kekekeke but then some (13 boxes) sweatshirts still with me here & no time to sell 'em back :")  haihhh gotta take time to finish stock

anyway, jump to after raya 2022, i landed my 2nd job on june and blegh all the dramas while i was working there but then thanks to my lovely colleagues (not all), i managed to stay for a year lebih AND this is the best part of my 2023 dum dum dum 

I WENT TO MY FIRST INTERNATIONAL TRIP WITHOUT MY PARENTS! 

like omgggg! it was so exciting! and this all thanks to my ATEEZ! which i will share about them in my next post hehehehe 

but this is where my kinda downfall started? like financially, to cut the dramatic suspense. I went too broke after the trip and I even finished up my mom's saving for me just for my collection. I'm actually hanging on rope currently speaking. Thankfully, my previous Dr from last workplace willing to hire me so I started to stabilise my savings and making up to my mom's saving for me again. 

Pray I won't be dead before that cause I'm trying to save for my next concert as well in this paying back journey T^T 

But I guess yeah, that's all in keeping up with my life till June 2024! See you in next post xx